Draconian Mothership…Some Thoughts

I feel like the Dark Goddess aspects are similar to the energy I feel coming from my Draconian Mothership. I am recovering from Project IBIS and reintegrating a system of deliberately created multiple personalities and am a multigenerational Product of Project BlueBird. How does this place look to my mothership? How would you feel in her shoes? A few of my alters come forward to speak about their perspectives and my experience on the planet, having altered DNA from various ET races for the purposes of creating a template of peace for ALL races involved with the experiment here on Earth.Please, realize this is my life, I am making myself vulnerable and showing aspects that are very wounded and fragile today, so please be respectful that I exist, this is my life and I have every right to be here. If you can open your mind a little more, you may come to understand that I LOVE humanity more than most humans could ever imagine. The Dragon races are our source family, there has been a massive campaign to slander our true identity. Not all Draconians and Reptilians are anti-human, but, many of the elite presently are and some are insane, resorting to eating unwilling humans and ritual sacrifice. The true Drakonian family of Tiamat and Enki DO NOT CONDONE HUMAN SACRIFICE AND RITUAL MURDER!



Q&A How do I know if i am a mind control victim and what can I do?

Q&A How do I know if i am a mind control victim and what can I do?

I wish I had a more encouraging response for you, but, the truth is that recovery from this stuff is a life long process and you have to learn to live day to day, and keep moving forward no matter how deep the rabbit hole goes. You see, when you reclaim “alters” (the deliberately created personalities) that have been programmed you have to deal with layers of issues. The trauma and the memory of it to some degree usually does accompany reclaiming an alter. You may not remember the details, but, may feel the terror or emotion that was attached to the experience and be somewhat aware of what happened at least. Sometimes, you will get fragmented memories that take years and years to make sense when you put them together.

Then there is the programing that the alter recovered may have or that other alters that act as gatekeepers for that alter may have in order to keep you from completely reclaiming that part and any info and memories that it may have access too. Also, underneath that personality there can be another layer of alters and gatekeepers with the same problems, programming and spiritual entities that control the contents of the mind control system (which ARE your alternate personalities) and to keep them working together in a way that serves the programmers and keeps you from becoming aware of what is going on with them. Depending on how complex your mind control system is, simply understanding what is going on below your regular awareness is quite a challenge and requires your total dedication.

On top of that, when you do get to your alters and start recovering memories it sends warning signals to your deeper level alters alerting them that you are endangering the system and they can alert the handlers and programmers who may abduct you and re-program you. They may harass or punish you in various ways when you stop cooperating and start fighting, it just depends on what you are being used for and if you are still considered an active asset for anyone or there is concern that you will recover memories that endanger the secrecy of the perpetrators. In my case I carried information and had my memory erased a lot with electrocution, I will prob never remember what it was I knew before I delivered it (the message) and the people who received it erased it, but, I do remember the electrocution through body memories where my body recovers the memory and relives the trauma. I have recovered fragments of memory from these types of things and usually that happens guided by spirit, you can feel spirit is there and the emotion, your whole body feels it and there is a danger of thinking it is happening right then and reacting hysterically. It is called “flashbacks” and I highly recommend you do some reading on Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.

If you want to understand how mind control slaves are created in more detail to see if any of it fits your life experience or it triggers memories, I recommend you read this only with a support system in place in case it does trigger you. http://www.whale.to/b/sp/springmeier.html#U.S.%20GOVT.%20MIND-CONTROL%20LEVEL%201. Fritz Springmeyer has a few books on this subject I believe, so if you feel this truly fits your situation I recommend reading his material very cautiously and neutrally do NOT overdue it. Mind Control victims usually have self destruct programming layered in and it can be activated by this information, so that is why I recommend having a support system in place, someone you can speak with about this who will not judge you and who has educated them self on Multiple Personality Disorder and PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder).

Aside from working to educate yourself further I say keep a very active journal and write EVERYTHING in it, all you remember and dreams too as all of these play a part in helping your conscious mind to integrate the very traumatic realizations that discovering you are a victim of this type of abuse involves. As far as finding a community to support you, I am afraid that rarely works out and at this point in time victims are pretty much on their own struggling to recover without much support. You can find therapists that are aware of this, but, you have to look for them. There is not justice or acknowledgement currently available for our population and most people who are also mind control victims will have programming to attack or reject others looking for or presenting answers and information as what you do can trigger them and vice versa.

I do facilitate a support group with Miesha Johnson from http://starseedawakening.net/ and our group is specifically for MK Ultra, Monarch, Super soldier, Ritual Abuse/ Multiple personality survivors. If you would like to find out more about this and join, you will need to fill out a questionaire first. This screening process helps me keep out persons who do not truly belong in the group, so that members are safe and all your answers will be kept confidential. If you would like more info you can email me personally at: tu.takana@yahoo.com


Facing Our Shadows- Why Lightworkers Must “See Evil” to Transcend It


If humanity is to ascend this 3D reality of enslavement and unbalanced domination then we will go through a phase of exposing what was truly behind the wheel of these 3D systems we are outgrowing. We must be able to look at the defunct systems and lies we bought into as a species throughout our history and also be willing to evaluate those motivations which brought us here to ascend these timelines. In order to have sovereignty and not be influenced by the negative alien methods, we must eventually come to terms with what those dark methods consist of and how they operate. We must understand how and why we were enslaved to begin with, understand where we were vulnerable so that it does not happen to us again.

We must be willing to examine and learn from our experiences here. Acting like we will completely change the way our world operates and overcome the darkness by thinking happy thoughts and never being willing to reveal the truth of where we came from is a misunderstanding of how consciousness and energy work. You cannot expand your consciousness to the next dimensional level of perceiving without becoming aware of the dark and the light which were participating together to create the former level of experiences being surpassed. We cannot attain a unified mind and perspective by being unwilling to examine the polarity systems we have been participating with first. Has anyone ever become enlightened by avoiding their inner darkness? No, and we cannot approach outter darkness with that attitude either if we want to impact the collective positively. We must reclaim and integrate all experiences to transcend them.

There is a distorted belief system being perpetuated by good intentioned lightworkers that must be exposed. This program I am speaking of perpetuates ignorance and darkness while presenting itself as higher wisdom. I am going to call this program the “Speak No Evil” program or SNE for easy reference. Maybe, you have been impacted by someone perpetuating this distortion or discouraged from truth speaking or truth seeking by someone who is being manipulated by this program or perhaps you have fallen into the belief systems associated with it yourself. There is no judgment on any of us for being involved in negative alien agendas and perpetuating programs, we are on a planet that is hijacked by this agenda and all we can hope to do is become aware of them, release ourselves and anchor that template of sovereignty and freedom here into the fields for others to access. Ascension is a process of becoming more and more aware and there is always room for self-improvement, so let’s be fearless in uncovering and exposing the distortions.

Someone perpetuating the SNE program will say things to discourage people exploring or attempting to bring attention to the negative alien agenda. The agenda is carried out on a human level through the 13 families who own the vast majority of our planet’s wealth and power and the cabal organizations which are set up underneath them. This is called the Illuminati and they are the ones ultimately responsible at the highest physical levels for implementing the negative alien agenda. The Illuminati has infiltrated our society at EVERY LEVEL. There is almost no social structure active on our planet now which was not covertly designed to interface with their New World Order agenda which we see being exposed now. The light is at work in this world to shift the scales of power so that a timeline for humanity’s freedom from the intruder agenda is possible.

When you see fellow starseeds or lightworkers exposing these control agendas or bringing information forward regarding them it is important to understand how these agendas work and how to not feed into them. The goal is to become an awakened and aware, neutral observer who can witness the strategies of the dark side without becoming personally effected by them. In other words, say you are at a football game and a lightworker brings your attention to the half time show and explains to you the occult symbolism being used in the half time show and reveals the fact that you are truly watching a black magic ritual being played out and that the black magicians behind it are actually harnessing the energies of the unsuspecting observers at the same time. If you allow yourself to react to this info by becoming fearful or angry and express or even repress those energies you will be adding to the ritual impact on your unconscious mind. By being aware and observant of what is going on, without giving it power over you, you will be participating in collapsing that system and taking from the power of the ritual instead. When you are finally awake to the reality of this, you will be bored by these things that scare you at first, it just becomes obvious and somewhat pathetic after a while when the shock wears off and education sets in. So, the goal is to be able to see quite clearly what is going on without giving it power to impact your emotional and mental bodies.

I have heard lightworkers make comments similar to the following when confronted with others who are addressing and witnessing these dark games coming to the surface. These types of distorted beliefs, like the one below, are what I refer to as the “See No Evil” programming. The SNE program will express itself similarly to this:

“Do not talk about Illuminati agendas and rituals at all, because, you will just feed them your energy and make it worse. You should only talk about the reality you want to create instead and not give any energy to the dark side”

This concept above is the basis for most SNE distortions. People, mislead by these programs will try to convince you that you are just as guilty as the black magicians in the Illuminati for acknowledging their game to begin with. They will want you to believe that there is some magic in avoiding the truth and simply aligning to what you think you want. The lie is that by observing and becoming aware of the evil you are feeding it your energy, when as long as you approach it from a higher perspective the opposite occurs. So, this attitude is a misunderstanding, as I explained, by witnessing and becoming aware of these games and black magic systems we actually are exposing their secrets and taking from their power not adding to it. If we react to the knowledge of their games with fear and perpetuate fear among others or polarity games of hate or blame than yes, we are ultimately subjecting ourselves to their black magic systems and abuse without realizing it. By being unaware and engaging with the rituals in pleasure or enjoyment we are also participating, so awareness is the only way out of the system completely. No slave was ever freed from daydreaming about being free, he had to understand his situation in order to get out.

In general, anytime we react with fear or blame games we are participating in polarity systems and not perceiving with our unified mind or true divine self. That is the danger with all things here and means you are participating with the illusion instead of anchoring the truth. Anytime you allow yourself to feel like a victim you are being influenced by the Victim/ Victimizer software or program that is a basic foundation of their control systems here. This is a challenge for all of us in every area of life and we are all here to create and experience this process. Although, it is normal when first awakening to the level of manipulation and control our planet and our species is presently under to be angry and upset or scared, it is a reaction that passes with time and must be worked through. Those of us who are awake can stand in the gap and help these awakening beings accept this reality without fear and explain to them how this works so that there is less misunderstanding. We can encourage them by insisting that we have already gone through the realization of evil and that it is going to be okay, nothing has changed just because, they are learning the truth and they still must seek inner peace and acceptance as the best method of defense. Awareness of the details of how the Illuminati operate is a natural part of exposing these systems and rendering them powerless here in the future. If we are to ascend in greater numbers and have an overall impact on the collective timeline than we will see these things exposed eventually during that process, it is unavoidable and desirable.

The Illuminati members are the ones who demand silence from their members, from the media and from anyone who is aware. They are the ones perpetuating the lie that speaking about it only makes it more real, this is a distorted interpretation of how reality works, not higher truth. Our power over their black magic systems lies in the higher dimensions of the self. By participating in the ascension process on an individual basis, we can learn to harness and connect into our higher dimensional selves and bodies and perspectives. By tapping into this and anchoring that awareness into our physical body and perceiving the world through those eyes we surpass the dimension of reality where their black magic systems have power and are able to override them. When we see through the eyes of unity and truth, all the lies have no power and they do not get power over us just, because, we are aware and able to recognize the dark agendas and operations exist. Contrary to popular belief, the evil will not lose power if we ignore it either, we must be a part of the solution and so we will have to acknowledge the problem to achieve that.

In summary, we must become aware of the “See No Evil” distortion and not fall into it by being able to recognize the truth of evil without giving it power over our emotional bodies. It takes time to accept and integrate the level of enslavement and control this planet and our species is being subjected to and there is a level of shock, fear, denial and then acceptance that must be experienced by anyone truly awakening. However, as ascending beings we can assist our brothers and sisters through this process with as little fear as possible by sharing the truth of the situation with them without fear of the evil and especially without fear of the revelation or exposure of it. Those attitudes only feed the negative alien agenda of silence and concealment. We must be willing and able to address and speak about these systems and agendas operating on our planet from a level of neutral observance or witnessing in order to transcend those systems and collapse the timelines where they are ultimately successful. No darkness or evil existing in the 4D is all powerful or unable to be transcended, if that were so there would not be starseeds here at this time participating with the ascension effort. We came here, because, we chose to help. We chose to help, because, it is not hopeless and we knew we could assist and we still are.

The solutions lie within us and the more of us who can process the 3 and 4D internally and ascend individually will literally impact the whole and make that ascension journey available to others. We are very powerful and it is true that the Illuminati and aliens controlling them have many methods of harnessing and abusing our own energies to serve their agenda, but, they rely on our silence and ignorance to achieve that. They cannot harness our higher witness when we are aware of ourselves and integrated and as long as we are operating from that platform we are actually collapsing their systems by bringing attention to them, not helping them. The SNE program will use someone to tell you that you are actually feeding their systems by busting them and they rely on your ignorance regarding the topic of energy manifestation in order to achieve their goal of your silence. Don’t fall for this anymore beloveds and stand in your truth to help others waking up. We can do this together, but, it will take bringing the darkness to the light to achieve ascension and this means on the individual and planetary levels. We cannot fear the darkness within or without and we cannot avoid it either. We can heal this, I believe in us and our abilities to expose the lies and make truth available for more numbers of humanity ❤